4 weeks of school left, children are being shits, I'm overwhelmed by the negative comments I recieve about my body are all the reasons of why tonight I had relapsed. I stuffed my face like a fat pig; veggie nuggets, fries, noodles bowl, spring rolls, bite of pizza, and two pieces of crazy bones. I ate myself sick, I had to hit the shower to purge up about 5lbs of food. The broken blood vessels amongst my face says how disgusted I am with myself, man I hate myself.
Tomorrow is a gym morning, the tredmill and I have a very long date...pain no gain.
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